Beloved – Week 12: Real Dating

GET OUT write down all the things that have been holding you back from making meeting with God a priority. what are your expectations and in what ways have those been met or not met? what can you cut back on to make room? I know I can answer the last question right off the…

Beloved Week 11: MISS INDEPENDENT

GET IT OUT: what kind of pressure have you put on yourself to be independent? in what ways have you failed to ask GOD for help? have you been proud towards your relationships or GOD?  I always work, and when I am not working, I try to pick up shifts. I hate being dependent. I…

Beloved Week 10: If You’re Worried About Your Love Life

GET IT OUT: have you faced hardships and feelings of isolation from your relationships? are you worrying that those feelings or problems won’t be solved? are you feeling lonely and worried God doesn’t know your desire for companionship? are you worried that you’ll always be alone?  I have faced a lot of hardships and feelings…

Beloved Week 9: When Your Heart Hurts

What has left you feeling broken hearted? It may be a lost love, loss of a loved one, or broken friendship. But it could also be feelings of failure, disappointment, or hopelessness.

Beloved: Week 8 – The Relationship Rollercoaster

GET IT OUT What kind of rollercoaster are you riding? Are you experiencing steep ups and downs in your relationships? Maybe facing uncertainty? Where is your trust lacking?  The rollercoaster I am riding is strictly with myself. I have a tendency to start things and immediately or even gradually fail or not finish them. I…

Beloved Week 7: Rest & Trust the Best

What have you been seeking attention, affection, or affirmation from? Has it been from God or something else? Or perhaps God AND something else?

I have been seeking attention from boys and my parents.

Lent

Lent starts today, indeed it does. I always participated in it since my mom told me to as a child. But although in college, it was much harder to do and I switched it from giving up something to taking in something positive. For me, that’s what worked for me at the time.  Now. I…

Beloved – Week 6: About That Purity Thing…

GET IT OUT: I failed and resisted to write on this (well 2 weeks ago’s) devotional. Sex – what a topic. The biggest sin to most Christians. Be honest? My honesty is that in general I hate sex. I do not get the pleasure that other people get from it. After being raped twice, that…

Beloved eVotional – Week 5: Not Today, Satan

GET IT OUT: What voices are you listening to? Are you feeling inadequate? Comparing yourself to other women? Other relationships? What is feeding or fueling the lies you’re believing? Write down every source, every experience, and every thing that fuels those feelings. I’ve been listening to the voices in my head. The voices that were…

Beloved eVotional Week 3 -Distance Makes the Heart Grow

My current feeling of distance is one that I should be ashamed of saying. One that all the close people in my life from college and my family members would threaten to shun me for. One that my best friend would try to slap some sense into me for. One that I feel completely, and currently empty without.

BELOVED EVOTIONAL: DAY 1 – BAGGAGE ISN’T SEXY

Today I started the BeLoved eVotional by Jordan Lee SoulScripts that I happened to stumble upon through an add on instagram. Crazy right? Those adds always seem know what I need in my life whether or not I look into or not.