Lost

I'm so lost on how I got here. How I got this low into my life. Where did I go wrong? What happened to me? How did u neglect myself for so long? And still proceed to live? "Who am I? Why am I here? What does this all mean?" (Easy A) But on a…

Love and it’s difficulties

Love bounds you unwillingly, unexpectedly. It's normally puts you in a position of an uncontrollable sensation. You feel bounded to the other person. Like you owe your life to them. They are one of the most important things or people in your life. Love is hard. Hard for you – the person feeling the love…

1/365 of Kobe Year

This weekend I came to a realization. I don’t want to die alone. Granted I’m only 24 and have a whole life ahead of me. But the thought of being alone for the rest of my life scares me. The thought came from a very superficial thought but there’s so much depth behind it all. …

care.

Caring. The worst and best action. I recently found myself caring. Caring for someone I don’t even know. Caring on the level that I didn’t think I could for a person ever again. The way that you know that your walls have completely broken down. When you argue all day and you make up, but…

To Be Noticed 

All I ask is to be noticed. Not the noticed in “hey parents, look what I did today.” The noticed in that I don’t have to tell you I did something good. The noticed that you see me trying and changing for the better. The noticed that you are proud that I am you daughter….